~MokonaRae

I finally finished my first FF on Naruto xD I've started on the second one to this story, yes its a 2 part story o: Sadly, I've gotten a writers block as well as a art one too. Its depressing not being able have ideas come to you, like right away. I finally got the hang of realistic art!! Yay! I just need to work on clothes, hair, hands. Another anime sparked my interest Ouran high school is its name. o.O it looks interesting. I should also go back to InuYasha, I never finished that series of anime ;-; my mate courtney & britney got me hooked onto Naruto while I was in the middle of that series. Then I neglected it for like a year! o.O Random thought...Naruto High School? XD I sat on my bed all night drawing Naruto in my book portfolio with my Ipod n.n That's one way to drown out yelling family members, yeah? I got stuck in the habit of saying un, yeah, and Neh alot. Question, why is it most men are asses? =[ why do the girls get stuck having to have guys be pricks..I mean come on. Seriously. I had a ex bf who was one of my closest mates tellme he didnt know me and ended up being shitty to me....so i blocked his fuckin ass! Bastard! I swear...How many of you had a ex gf say they should hate you? Honestly. I have XD. I hate these artist/writer blocks=[ theyre no help at all x.x Scary thing I saw in a FF where it said Kankuro was replaced by Sakura im like....Where have I heard that before? XD With my own sister Le gasps! Kah, I cant think for my FFs nor Paintings, it sucks. ._. I love the Itachi face -/.\- Lolol. I think the one question many people should ask Masashi, Kishimoto is Why the hell is Sasuke taking up most the screen time?!?! He's not fucking important!!! He's a duck butt emo, a teme. Jeez. I mean the anime is called NARUTO its about Naruto NOT Sasuke. Wtf is with that?!!? I hate when that happens. You find a anime about the main character and even the main character doesnt get screen time. Then to piss off alot of fans, made Itachi the good guy!! Itachi was loved because he was evil and well...he tortured Sasuke. Its stupid. Dont get me wrong, Kishi made a great manga/anime but come on .-. Neh, im running out of things to say atm o.O see what I mean about the blocks?!?! Its annoying as hell. I suppose im bored xD. Hai. Kah, anyways im up for some tips on FFs and Paintings :]] Also, to those who write FFs on DA pleaseeeeeeeeee bring out more chapters or new FFs theyre wonderful ^-^ Lawlies. [Fuikiru hodo, Aoi aoi ano sora. 83 Hehe.] The IMVU site of mine, is ALWAYS under construction. Sometimes I dont feel like fixing it up or anything, its alot of work. How troublesome, Shikamaru would say. Neh..

Sigh... Im on holiday for 3 months whoo hoo add a pinch of sarcasm to that. I basically have nothing to do. Ive been drawing and painting all this year. Its nice to be a advanced artist I suppose. Im trying a new approach to them. Im trying to go realistic. Ive been looking around for tutorials and such. So far I found a few good ones. Im starting to like how my pictures are turning out. Ive also started to make my own anime/manga stories. One was based on one my favourite anime/mangas. Which would be Naruto. So far I havent finished yet. But its a HUGE love scenario. buwhahaha. Poor Sakura with Itachi and Sasori in Akatsuki. -shakes her head- You'd be surprised to hear this story. If I get back around to it kahahaha. I'll put up a link to it when its finished, I promise :]] Though, I do not own Naruto so I reckon its a FanFic. Im a gymnast, and I'll tell you I train my ass off so much, I near collapse right at practice, yeesh. 3 whole months of nothing but stories, art, and gym. Who would want to do that?!..Me xD. Im a anti-social as many people know. But lately Ive been talking to my sister alot, because well; Jake's there. Ive been worried about him since June the 12th 2008. Long story, im not getting into. Ive been sitting hours at my computer, reading naruto manga, and drawing. pft much better than tv which i never watch. 0_o ooooo, shocker! Lawlies. But ive been down in the slumps, and rather depressed. Reckon its because of everything around me. So many changes this time around. Plus, ive been up until around noon time and wake up later in the day, yes im lazy when it comes to sleep. Its something I dont always get because of my habits. Even medications dont help! Oh well. :]]~ [4:33am]

So far this whole week has been crap for me. I was sent out of class on the 24 & 25th for being in trouble. I've held & controlled my anger, temper for months but when people push those buttons after such long....WHEW! run for it. I use P.E. in 3rd period to get away from these 2 teachers I have. One teacher i have for every period but P.E., History/social studies, and science. Talk about Hell. I'm a patient understanding caring loving person but damn stop pushing my buttons people. There few ways I wind down. Writing a story, poem, drawing on paper or in photoshop using my wacom tablet on my laptop, music, or reading. Luckily I only have few months left of school then I graduate If anything teachers really piss me off the most -.- who doesnt? well its life & we gotta live with it.